tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2535770131112077031.post5967631155996184967..comments2023-04-13T04:36:06.931-05:00Comments on Mommies with Hope: Busy, Busy, Busy GriefLindsayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05153249690869863430noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2535770131112077031.post-86049639519547551092010-10-20T17:08:59.807-05:002010-10-20T17:08:59.807-05:00Thank you for sharing this. This really helps me. ...Thank you for sharing this. This really helps me. I want to avoid the grief. I hate crying. But God must have something to teach me if He has allowed such a deep grief in my life. <br />Sometimes I feel guilty that I didn't think of lulu more or that I haven't looked at her pictures. And maybe the way I perceive her does not do her justice. But she was not born how a baby should be. She looked nothing like her dad or me, but just like most anencephaly babies. That is not how I want to remember her. I want to remember her from my dreams of her healed. <br />Since we brought her home from the funeral home, I have been struggling with the grief. But this morning, I let it consume me for a while. I just wish I never had to feel this hurt again. I wish the more I cried the more the hurt would go away.java divahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06335176920601718794noreply@blogger.com